Hello Lovelies~


I'm actually really angry and bitter today. To make the story short, I was kicked out of Chamber Voices. The Music Director reauditioned all the girls and a lot of the old girls didn't make it. He's actually changed the whole concept of Chamber Voices. It's not so much of a family. It's like a .. factory? If you can't make rehearsals, you're out and you're replaced. I hate that sort of thing, especially when the already established group was so much more close and like a family. Plus "Chamber Voices" is going contemporary, instead of sticking with classical. The thing is, the school choir does contemporary songs so I don't really see the difference anymore.

Anyway, I'm already over it. It just means more time for me to spend with friends~ No more extracurricular activities for me.

Today, I got shampoo in my eye ): I'll let the pictures do the talking. I can't really draw, but at least I gave it a shot.






I'm not in the mood to do homework. It's just. Ugh. So I'm gonna do one of those surveys which.. I quite like filling out. Feel free to do the survey (:

Onions Have Layers
LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Jaycee/Jessica
Birth Date: Oct 7th 1992
Current Location: In the Study, In my house, in Melbourne, in Australia, in the Southern Hemisphere, on Earth.
Hair Color: Dark brown
Righty/Lefty: Righty

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: Failure and being alone
Your dream of the perfect date: The infamous "Amusement Park" date + photostickers (LOL)
Goals you’d like to achieve: Get into Commerce at Melbourne/Monash

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: ‘OMG, was that it!?'
Your best physical feature: Eyes
Your bed time: 10:30-12pm
Your most missed memory: Japan/Korea/China Summer of `09/10

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald’s or Burger King: Maccas I guess? Never had Burger King.
Single or Group Dates: Uhm, I don't I'd mind?
Adidas or Nike: ... idk?
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: ... MOCHA :D

LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: No
Cuss: YES. I'm trying to stop though.
Take showers: Every day
Have a crush: Not right now, no. Not a serious crush anyway.
Like(d) school: Yes! I'd feel bored without it. Strangely enough.
Believe in yourself: I like to think I do.
Believe what goes around comes around: Not really. I think it's for extremely naive people or for people who are extremely unforgiving.
Believe everything happens for a reason: Always.
Think you’re a health freak: No. My favourite foods are always so fatty ):

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: Yup. MC every week.
Been on stage: Yes, and love it when I'm singing.
Eaten sushi: Love that stuff.
Been hurt: Yeah.
Dyed your hair: Nope. Naturally brown (:

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: No
Kissed the same sex: No
Changed who you were to fit in: Doesn't everyone although they don't admit it? People change so that they don't get labelled as the loser/outcast.

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you’re hoping to be married by: ~24-26
Number of kids you’re planning on having: One or two. Leaning towards one right now cause siblings are a pain in the ass.

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: Brown
Best hair color: Black/Dyed brown? Depends on the person I s'pose.
Short or long hair: Short-medium
Fat or fit: Fit! (omg abs!)
Looks or personality: Crap. Both? But I think personality. Some people can really rub me the wrong way.
Fun or serious: A bit fo both.

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: Filling out this thing
1 HOUR AGO: .. playing Pet Society (:
1 WEEK AGO: Studying for Accounting.
1 YEAR AGO: Procrastinating.

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: slightly bitter, somewhat empty but very liberated.
I HATE: not knowing why my close friends are upset at times. Cause it doesn't happen often. Usually I'm the one who's upset.
I HIDE: my insecurities, my stupid/bitchy/mean thoughts.
I NEED: more time!
I LOVE: HENRY AND SUPERJUNIOR :D

And for the lols, I accidently changed my camera settings, so it took two pictures of me instead of one.